HELL HELL HELL!!!!!!

I cannot even begin to describe how I feel at this moment. I am completely re-setting up my computer. AGAIN! Gabe was laying on the floor and I did not notice that he was kicking my power chord. It made the computer flicker on and off about 4 times.

To make a very long, heartbreaking story short, it completely fried my brand new computer. The wonderful guy was able so save my stuff but he had to put in a new hard drive and so I am now, starting over. I no longer have those email addresses you all sent me. If you don't mind sending them again that would be great.

I feel like crying. I feel like someone hates me. First I find out I am going to have a miscarriage, then they say it's a tubal, then I have surgery for NOTHING, then Bry hits a deer while camping with the boys and destroys the front of our camping van and has to replace the grill and radiator (this happened in broad day light), then he hits and kills (accidentally) our Neighbors dog in the middle of the highway late at night, then my computer crashes and now, it has crashed again.

I would have to say, I'M THROUGH!!!! Do you hear me out there!!!!????? If one more bad thing happens to me before the month is out, that's it! I will not be accountable for my violent actions!!!!!!

That's all I have to say at the moment.