Wednesday, April 18, 2007


I cannot even begin to describe how I feel at this moment. I am completely re-setting up my computer. AGAIN! Gabe was laying on the floor and I did not notice that he was kicking my power chord. It made the computer flicker on and off about 4 times.

To make a very long, heartbreaking story short, it completely fried my brand new computer. The wonderful guy was able so save my stuff but he had to put in a new hard drive and so I am now, starting over. I no longer have those email addresses you all sent me. If you don't mind sending them again that would be great.

I feel like crying. I feel like someone hates me. First I find out I am going to have a miscarriage, then they say it's a tubal, then I have surgery for NOTHING, then Bry hits a deer while camping with the boys and destroys the front of our camping van and has to replace the grill and radiator (this happened in broad day light), then he hits and kills (accidentally) our Neighbors dog in the middle of the highway late at night, then my computer crashes and now, it has crashed again.

I would have to say, I'M THROUGH!!!! Do you hear me out there!!!!????? If one more bad thing happens to me before the month is out, that's it! I will not be accountable for my violent actions!!!!!!

That's all I have to say at the moment.


Lisa M. said...

I love your guts baby !

Maren said...

I tell you when it rains, it pours. I feel that we can only handle so much and when things keep on going wrong, I get to a point where I am no longer able to endure these things well. I can SO relate. Hang in there.......things are bound to begin getting better and soon.

Charlotte said...

I just LOVE how passionate you are. Maybe you don't want to hear that now, but I can't help it. I just love that about you. When you are mad and frustrated, man you are really mad and frustrated! But, when you are joyful, that joy and sunshine almost streams out of your fingertips and toes. I don't think you can really have one without the other--and I'm so glad you have both.

(I'm sorry about the computer and the camping van and the surgery and the dog though. Yuck, yuck.)

melissa c said...

I love you Charlotte! I guess you are right. I am the epitome of ying/yang!