Good News

OK! I can't take it any more! It is not possible for me to keep my big mouth shut! I have nothing I want to write about but this!

I am having a baby!!!

It's official! We were going to wait a little longer before I announced it but I can't ! I have never been about to wait!

I started to think there was something wrong with me at first because I felt so tired. I couldn't run the length and time I usually do, I felt tired all the time and I had to pee constantly. I thought I was sick.

When I was late, I decided to take a test to be sure but I KNEW it would be negative. It always is. Well folks, it was a positive! Bry is as excited as I am. I was nervous to tell him because we had talked about it and he wasn't all for it but he knew we weren't using protection so I am not all to blame! It takes two! He was really happy though. I think there is this stigma now days that if you act like you want a big family, you are looked down on. I almost feel like I have to act like it's a surprise!

Well, it's not! I wanted this baby! I knew I was supposed to have him. I had an experience about 5 months ago where this feeling came to me that I would get pregnant and it would be a boy and I was even told what I should name him. After that, I got my IUD out but nothing happened. I was so sure of my message that I was flabbergasted that I didn't get pregnant right away. I started to think I had made it all up. It is hard getting used to the fact that our time is not the Lord's time. I always expect things to happen immediately when I get messages like these.

Anyway, we are thrilled. It's all I think about. That means it will feel like forever until he is born.