Sunday, February 25, 2007

Yes, you are at the right place. I needed something new. I needed something different and beautiful and Lisa gave me the idea.

I have been a hermit and I feel bad. A lot of people have been calling me and I just ignore the phone. I don't feel like I am really depressed or anything, I just don't want to talk to anyone. I just want to be alone. Tomorrow I will I will start to be me again. I wanted the weekend off.

I feel like an awful person for ignoring people. I just cant socialize and entertain right now. I don't want company and the only people I have had contact with are those who just show up on my front door and can't tell to go away! But I have really appreciated those who did stop by.

Nat brought me flowers and visited and we played with the pups for a while. My sister T came and made dinner and ice cream sundays. We even played phase 10 for a while. By 8 I was dead and they had to leave anyway. I was so grateful for her visit. Little sister S called and offered me a free massage, (she is a massage therapist. A REALLY good one by the way) except I had decided not to go down that way today like we had planned last week. I hope I can get a rain check on that one.

Anyway, Bry seems worried and keeps asking if I am OK like I'm suicidal or something. How ridiculous. I just want to be sad for a couple of days. I will be fine. I am not that fragile. Unfortunately. Sometimes I would love to have and excuse to just be nuts. Instead, I get to only be nuts once in a while, except when I am around family. Then I do feel nuts then but it's normal!

Thanks for all you guys do. Your comments make my day. I sure love you all.


chronicler said...

Oh cutie I love the new look! Superb for you! See what a day of me time will do for you. ;-)

Lisa said...

I know you are ignoring me, but if you called me back, I would probably return the favor.

I'm in the same mood, and by hell we deserve to feel the way we do. *grin*

I am literally more sick than I think I have ever been before. The days and times keep slipping by me, and I can't hardly focus. I have good times, when I feel like I might be getting better, but...then I can't breath again, and my fever returns.

I love the new look. Its fresh. I needed something new too.

Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers, and in my delerium i did consider trying to bring you dinner, but alas, I could't find my kitchen and I thought you would prefer not to have my insane infections.

lets go to lunch, somewhere quiet, when i feel better.

much, much, love.

s'mee said...

This is one of my favorite looks, nice job.

Hugs and empathy kid.

After that all I wish to say is take your time, whatever you need, we'll be here when you get back.

Charlotte said...

I think this is a beautiful layout.

And I'm so sorry.