I should write something new and wonderful. I am just SO tired! I haven't been sleeping well and have been so busy that I swear, I just fall into bed!

I can now see the baby any time I want. I am now the legal guarding of my beautiful new baby boy! I have decided to name him Jonah. It really fits him. I hope to adopt him but if not, it is better to have loved and lost......

I put up a wall with Gabe and it has been hard turning it around but I am doing it slowly but surely! So with this baby, I will just assume he will be mine and if he is not, I will just have a broken heart.

Anyway, I need to fall into bed! So, good night!