I was reading Jeri's post and I love how she does a weekly gratitude entry. I think I need to do that today because to be honest, I feel really depressed right now.

I know it is hormonal. I get PMDD I think. I say "I think" because I have never been officially diagnosed but I don't need a man to tell me I feel like @$%&.

Anyway, part of the problem is I am not getting sleep. My husband has now had a really bad cough that seems to act up only at night. It lasts from about 2 on. I am starting to get mad. He won't make an appointment with the doctor of course and it just keeps going. I think he may have walking pneumonia or something.

I finally made an appointment for him although it really irritates me that I have to do it. He teases me when I do things like this and says "You're not my mother". I could go on from here with something really good but I would regret it later!!!

So, here I sit at 6am. I have been up since about 4 probably. I soaked in the tub, finished my book, the guardian, which was so good and came back in to do this.

It will hit me later how tired I am and I will feel like crap for the rest of the day. I have had a hard time getting any running in because It is either too dark when I am up or I am too tired by the time it's light enough.

I better stop because I feel my anger rising as I think about it! lol

So, good morning, good day, and good night.