a good day

It sure has been a while! I never seem to find the time lately to sit down at the computer just to enjoy myself. This time a year is so busy but I love it!

We had our first webelos meeting last week and I was soooo nervous! I just have never felt very creative but it turned out great the the boys loved it!

Our adoption will be final on Tuesday! I am so excited! G will be mine! ALL MINE!!! His birth mother can see him anytime but she doesn't get to take him. She lives in a world I just don't want my kids to be aprt of. I just found out that she is pregnant again. I don't know why I am so surprised. She has lost all three of her kids so far and I almost expect her to call me to adopt this new one! This life can be so hard for some. I just hope I can do G. justice and that I can be the mother he needs to grow up to be a great man. I have this feeling that that is his destiny and to fulfil it, he needs to grow in a healthy enviroment. Maybe that is what we all need. Ya think?

I have been able to start funning again. I do a 5 minute jog and a two minute walk for about a mile and a half. I don't want to over do it and cause a problem. I really want to be able to run! It feels soooo good! I want to run in the Moab 5k this march. that is the goal! It helps to have something to work for!

well, got to go! Love to you all!