Monday, December 12, 2005

a good day

It sure has been a while! I never seem to find the time lately to sit down at the computer just to enjoy myself. This time a year is so busy but I love it!

We had our first webelos meeting last week and I was soooo nervous! I just have never felt very creative but it turned out great the the boys loved it!

Our adoption will be final on Tuesday! I am so excited! G will be mine! ALL MINE!!! His birth mother can see him anytime but she doesn't get to take him. She lives in a world I just don't want my kids to be aprt of. I just found out that she is pregnant again. I don't know why I am so surprised. She has lost all three of her kids so far and I almost expect her to call me to adopt this new one! This life can be so hard for some. I just hope I can do G. justice and that I can be the mother he needs to grow up to be a great man. I have this feeling that that is his destiny and to fulfil it, he needs to grow in a healthy enviroment. Maybe that is what we all need. Ya think?

I have been able to start funning again. I do a 5 minute jog and a two minute walk for about a mile and a half. I don't want to over do it and cause a problem. I really want to be able to run! It feels soooo good! I want to run in the Moab 5k this march. that is the goal! It helps to have something to work for!

well, got to go! Love to you all!

6 comments:

Anonymously Yours... said...

Congrats on G!! It sounds like this season will be extra special for you!!

Ana said...

You mean, TOMORROW? Tomorrow your adoption is final? Congratulations! What an exciting time!!!!

Island Queen said...

Congratulations!!! What a wonderful Christmas gift!!

Lots of hugs coming for you guys!!!
(((Meilissa and G)))

Lisa M. said...

Hell. I thought you were dead. It's good to hear from you!

*smile* I just love ya sis.

Hey, bring my TV back, and you can have your story book.

*GRIN*

Love, Lis~

Anonymous said...

Congratulations on the finalization of the adoption! That is so wonderful! I wish you the best of luck with everything. Leslie ( a friend of Lisa M)

melissa c said...

thanks so much you guys! I love all the comments! It makes me feel wonderful!