I should write something new and wonderful. I am just SO tired! I haven't been sleeping well and have been so busy that I swear, I just fall into bed!

I can now see the baby any time I want. I am now the legal guarding of my beautiful new baby boy! I have decided to name him Jonah. It really fits him. I hope to adopt him but if not, it is better to have loved and lost......

I put up a wall with Gabe and it has been hard turning it around but I am doing it slowly but surely! So with this baby, I will just assume he will be mine and if he is not, I will just have a broken heart.

Anyway, I need to fall into bed! So, good night!

New Baby.

What a beautiful experience! Look at my beautiful baby!

He was so adorable and small! He is 3 lbs and 11oz now. He will probably be there for at least another month.

I can't wait until I go back. They are rushing my licensing through since I let it expire and I have to go visit him with the case worker until I am official. What a pain because she can't go again until Tues! Anyway, I adore him already!

A Beautiful Day!

It is a wonderful day! Today I will meet my new baby! I thought I was done. I have given almost all my baby clothes away. I had mentally accepted that the baby days are over.

Now they are not! Bryan and I are so happy about this. It is so hard to go through struggles and not understand why. I KNOW the impression I had last fall that there was another baby for us was true. I knew that it was a boy. When I miscarried, I was flabbergasted. I didn't get it.... because at the time I also knew I would never have anymore children of my own (physically). It through me for a loop. Which impression do you listen to? You just go on living hoping you get the answer some day.

Well, I feel like I have. There is no way I would take another baby if I were pregnant. No way! I really feel like this baby is mine. I hope it turns out to be true because if I have learned anything in life, it is that most things do NOT turn out as you planned or go the way you are most comfortable with!

Anyway, I will let you all know how it goes and in more detail. Lisa wants to come with me so I will have her take some pictures too.

What a world I live in. A world where they call you on the phone and say, "We have a brand new born baby for you...... for free. Would you like it?" How cool!

Those of you who can't have children and want to grow your family, this is the way to do it! They don't want you going in to foster care with the attitude only of adoption but it goes that way often.

I finally got my pictures from our trip downloaded. they are so cute and I know you would love to see them so hear goes......

These first ones are from the sheep ranch and this last one was from the camp out. This was such a fun trip and so relaxing. Wish I could put more pictures on but it wont let me!

4th of July quiz

I took this test and got a 24. Bry got a 21. I took great pleasure in getting a better score since HE is the history buff! Anyway, try it for yourselves.

Okay you red-blooded Americans... let's see how you do on this test:

Very interesting questions. How well would you do if you took the citizenship test.

Try this out - educational and fun. 24 out of 30 is considered a passing grade. Supposedly 96% of all High School seniors FAILED this test...AND if that's not bad enough, 50+% of all individuals over 50 did too!!, and we WONDER why America 's in the shape she's in?

Go to the link below. Take the test and be surprised at what we don't know.





At: http://games.toast.net/independence/

Click on the link and put in a few bits of information and then take the test. Items like general age, etc!